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I always did that you always vanishes it

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goes off and then it comes back on Dom

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that yeah well this is no frills this is

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you know just your basic videos and

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you've got all these things I'm just I

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don't know if it's laziness impatience

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or whatever when it comes just sitting

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and editing videos I just kind of yeah

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yeah yeah so anyway if I had a social

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media manager of some sort they would

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quickly have a nervous breakdown

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and yeah we can't be doing that so

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anyone so now this is how is he so this

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is how it rolls

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yeah and to recap back to the end we

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rewind was when you were playing hide

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and seek in like caravan park was I'd

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finished that one yeah so then I had a

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lot going on the edge 43 it kind of

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stopped for years a few years after it's

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like far five six well if I in a minute

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if I do like you know like someone said

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to me today when you would describe in

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what was going on at Anne's when he said

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that I was on the bed and you were off

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into the sky no I don't have any

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recollection of that so yes yeah so it's

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really really weird and feels very

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strange somebody telling you something

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about yourself like that when as soon as

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you saw that thing that little great

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side to me and I said it's there in an

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attorney ever really slow you'll just

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when I just went that's when I felt the

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grub on buffet and a pull and you know

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just when I looked at you again about

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the way that I was just so I had not

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much of an expression on my face when

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you were saying about me a voice because

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it's not in me it's not in here

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yeah like you're telling me I'm sort of

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like I'm detached from it completely

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because like my head so I can't feel it

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it does feel very weird it does feel

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very strange to have someone be saying

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something about you sir well I think

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just the way that I've trained myself to

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think over the years

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I don't girl to certain places because

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there's literally zero point there's no

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point in me sitting and worrying of that

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thing I can't remember and creating a

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load Sharma and myself yeah yes you know

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I've got enough drama to deal with so

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there's things that like one time when I

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found myself with my legs in the air you

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might have heard of that one I don't go

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there either because what can I possibly

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know from that situation not a lot but

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my brain could conjure up a billion

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scenarios and every single one of them

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would be trauma sick even though they

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were just imagine things I would feel

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them so I'm good at not doing that to

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himself so that's why I just sat there

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and I wasn't going like well whatever

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you expected me to be doing because

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don't know what you set my face to do no

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I do pick up a dog under normal

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circumstances as a concession what you

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doing I'm talking to you don't be rude

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that didn't just jibba jabba dog in that

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one normal so none of it well no we're

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it's not it's not it doesn't feel like

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my experience because literally no

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recall and my body doesn't freak out

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either I think when you first told me it

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was with me a bit you know tremble Abel

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right now I think I've just sort of put

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it in that place wherever it goes in my

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brain that is like we don't need to a

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lot this box is the only thing in there

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is your imaginings and every single one

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of them is going to do your damage so so

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that's that's why yeah because I've got

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weeks don't know which comes first

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because I know these were all aged 43

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but that's because I'm right in all

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these years I've written on scrappy bits

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of paper I've got to kind of put them in

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a hole that best way I can you know when

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I brought them down you know since you

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got in touch with me and then join UFO

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community do you feel that your

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experiences have become more often and

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more intense are about the same

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it felt same on enough not not any worse

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not any better it's just the same but

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I've come alone the one thing is that

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I've come alone to accept that I'm not

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the only one which makes me feel 100%

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I'm less fearful it'll be less fearful

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well and Blair but while sat there

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thinking about unless that fearful you

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know my experience is ramped up you see

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when I joined the community so I just

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wondered if you'd felt that there had

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been any sort of increase in your

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activity right I think that's something

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that I'm gonna watch every day because I

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you know what a lot going on age twelve

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thirteen fourteen I want in any group

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that because I was only one and then you

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know forty three far it's pretty fun

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it's pretty fun three fifty five forty

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five I had a massive and that was during

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the time that you know a year after me

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in you you know it wasn't fight itself

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re and I had a big thing going on and

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they know that past few years it's count

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right down I know it'll happen again I

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know it will you know but it ain't got

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any worse ain't got any better it's just

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I think I'll be fat that moment it's

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gone right down and you know it's you

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know because I want to know if some of

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its to do like with it just you know cuz

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I've had five kids so I've seen stuff

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going on with them and it always seems

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to be a particular ages and it's edges

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that stages of development so I don't

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know if it's something to do with maybe

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hormones or something to do with the way

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that this at processing things now

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whether I want to kind of plot a graph

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of what ages people remember having

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their experiences and see if there is a

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correlation with that between this say

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like twelve seems to be a year for quite

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a few people five seems to be five and

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twelve and then in the 2020s

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so I would like to kind of plot a graph

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to know I don't know ask the internet

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because you can't get accuracy from

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asking just anybody because now

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I just want to know between us the

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people that we know legit if they can

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remember particular ages are stages and

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not necessarily ET stuff because I had

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lured the paranormal stuff loads of it

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you know ma then I seen UFOs but nothing

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ever new mega memories come from just

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ghosts and things like that so I want to

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kind of collect data from talking to you

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and my stuff there's a few other people

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that I know I've got things that really

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need to be put into the pile of what

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could be yeah actually technologies

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things you know and the fact that like

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with Phil Kinsella he's seen the grays

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and the reptilians together so they are

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working together they're not different

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factions it might be factions but there

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is a faction where they are working

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together and they're working with people

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yeah yeah so much going on there but

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we'll probably never know what but we

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can at least try and get a little

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glimpse of something how I yeah yeah

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we'll do a graph definitely and as to go

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by year really mouths an edge I don't

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know a thing I want to know if it's some

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correlation to hormones different

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hormonal stages that you know like

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because that's all our bodies are ruled

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by but you get to set an age and

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different hormones come about so I don't

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know if something that they're doing is

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harvesting hormones because synthetic

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ones really probably were being what

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they need for what they needed far and

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if the reason would start a breeding

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program and they've got children that

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are hybrids and they might need stuff

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it's certainly just for them from you

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know us so you don't know what did

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change the one thing that they change

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when they had to talk this direct to me

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and

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the organs missing the change to bear

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that the one about stuff and so it will

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mount of the one is rough you know I've

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come these bruises and triangles and but

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after that it changed like the one to

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really want as Rufus what the Walkman

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handling mais so it will mother this

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stood at the side of me and not run they

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did rag me about when they'll shove me I

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drove it bed and stuff like that but it

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won't as manhandle it were my showing me

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stuff you know whether whether I don't

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know you know previous to hysterectomy I

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can't I leave that so well I know they

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didn't experience and I woke up with my

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legs in the air and my arms evening that

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and an impossible angle but still with

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my sleepiness and laughed because I

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thought I was acting out some sort a

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crazy dream and I went to put my limbs

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back down I couldn't feel my body

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it wasn't like there was any resistance

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or any sleep paralysis because in sleep

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paralysis you can feel your body being

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crushed yeah and and there was somebody

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stood somebody very tall and thin stood

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between my fate and I'm asking them to

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put the light on but the light I put the

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light on you know like that because I

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thought put light on us snap out of this

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yeah who is this person does I live on

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my own and why isn't my room bright

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orange because a streetlight I was a

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streetlight outside my bedroom window so

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it should have been orange there was a

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very dark was misty this I don't know if

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this sort of thing it was because my

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eyelids was almost shut and I could see

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them or if it was a curved roof and I

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had a green laser

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pointed on my inner arm and I've got

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more to say on that but that's at a

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later date but it was somebody in

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between my legs doing something to me

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down there and I don't ever go there

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that's that's another thing in my box

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you know like yeah I can't and all I can

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do is in mad gym especially after

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reading what other people have gone

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through and what they've been shown and

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seen I don't I don't want to do that to

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myself so you know there's a lot of

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where we have to just put a full-stop

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after an experience don't William move

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on because the alternative in summary it

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is it's facing in silently everyday yeah

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that's why negative just anyway usually

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my men carry on tioman of mommy and

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right okay so we've got possibly great

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yarmouth kind of unpack incident where

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the small gray cut in front am a plane I

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don't see anyway um so the next one is

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this age 43 as well so this is like a

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massive duction in some woods don't know

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where the woods our never been a worm

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don't know the people that were with me

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and please a lot of American people

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because the kind of talking really slow

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and their actions are slow but mine seem

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to be normal

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I won't slow down it was like watching

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but maybe if they were watching me I

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might look like I was slow you know and

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but yeah there were a lot of Americans

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and I mixed English in American accents

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so dr. way

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these woods well but there was sort of

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the trees that you do get in America

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like the color like them redwoods or

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whatever the column we don't get any

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year that you know huge anywhere I don't

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know they started I don't even always

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start it but anyway I'll remember he's

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been in a monsters crowd or like maybe

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am a apart from each other

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and you know not oh were together or at

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were all separate and the all up night

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clothes on and some of them were Nair

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kid so I'm assuming that the net you

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know this is how they slept evil with

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the night clothes on on air kid so you

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know and I don't know what I add on I

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won't compelled to look down like that

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so anyway and what I saw just right

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clothes was like well I could describe

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as a moon on the floor but it didn't

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have the pattern of the moon you know

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you get that then little you know what

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I'm a dump moon but it like dark in

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patches and then Lord really bought

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bright in averse and so you can you know

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I mean it get a picture of what I'm

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trying to say and it was probably it

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won't bake it was maybe but for me as by

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far me as I and I just remember sitting

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down on that getting panicky and I don't

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know whether I fell back but they would

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have like a mom de Grasse going up know

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like a bank sort of same and I felt kind

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of back or sat back I don't know and

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they had me knees up and you know I mean

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knees in air with me elbows leaning on

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my knees and I was getting like a bit

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feeling that drugged up you know it

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means sir I just remember crying sat

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there crying and crying and crying and

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watching these people kind of moving

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about not seem to be going anywhere it's

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just

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moving about aimlessly and sir

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I remember these about eighth grade kind

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of coming towards me really fast like

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that motion and they all stood in a row

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but you know in a kind of circle sort of

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thing but you know a semicircle and they

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all looked down at me and all at once

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telepathically

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they all said remember remember kept

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repeating it remember remember and I

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know they were all saying it at once but

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I was saying in telepathically I can't

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remember I can't remember because it

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said one word one word and I don't I do

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not notably stare what this word wha it

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were one word and I'm not supposed to

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remember obviously because the kept

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don't remember remember

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and then they'd repeat this word and

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they'll remember remember remember

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repeat the word and that every time they

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said a me mine thinking remember what

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the word said for the next time they're

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going to say yes but I said no God can't

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remember it straightaway and then and

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then a kind of come round black child

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whatever whatever happened I don't know

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after that but to this day I can't

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remember what that one word were but

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they will tell him it remember it and I

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was saying I can't remember it and

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remember once seeing something which

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I'll talk about a later date but it was

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all squiggles and black lines and dots

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at the bottom of a painting and when I

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moved to being front of it it changed

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into words and they all scrolled up yeah

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I got smaller and smaller till it's

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ending so birds or flew off into the

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Karma it's on me I would want to go back

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and read what I actually said on that

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pain and remember the word blessings the

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only reason I come

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remember that word is because I cast

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some that makes me engine people I just

354
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think that's why I remembered it so no

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no even if it was my subconscious

356
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telling me something oh but I involved

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graze so it's a quite a convoluted story

358
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but anyway that's just a bit of it yeah

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wish I wish it nerves this at work and I

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wish it was someone that was literally

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like rewinding you bring to a point in

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time so you could press play and see oh

363
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because I mean nobody can get me no but

364
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but well the second parts of this is the

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night after and have been abducted again

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into the and I remember this time I did

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fall asleep I've got a bed were like a

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flash a light in my bedroom I've done a

369
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sleigh not gonna sleep at all what kind

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of me I should read it a girl asleep and

371
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remember this I never kind of work you

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know I mean and again I mean that was

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the same words same people now whether

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it followed on from that night but then

375
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why would I dream it the night after you

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know I mean I don't get it so there

377
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night after night for short periods of

378
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do come do like a few months at a time

379
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sometimes yeah and so yeah so anyway I

380
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say the same thing the moon on the floor

381
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again this light for me are by far me a

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moon and you it with a different time

383
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you know but yet it was like ice that

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moon again and I remember saying that

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this man there was stood next to me it's

386
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it we are didn't we

387
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this last night is something it was

388
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somewhat like that anyway and he said

389
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yes shut up like this and I'm like wow

390
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and like I don't remember much about

391
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this one but all I remember is waking up

392
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and they had the square patch on the arm

393
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perfectly square patch

394
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I've got far away I can show you it

395
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that's the one where people saying well

396
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looks like you know Nicorette patch I

397
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don't wanna look and have no reason to

398
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wear one of them wrong seed corn is

399
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gonna start

400
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Mac was perfectly square and I had

401
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bruise on my arm you know finger finger

402
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blows that's that's yeah but I have got

403
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the pictures yeah so if anyone wants to

404
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say them

405
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well we can of the production's things I

406
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can put give him a yen you can put mum

407
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you know it's video with a little tags

408
00:23:49,120 --> 00:23:45,540
yeah we're not polished it's all random

409
00:24:00,400 --> 00:23:49,130
anyway so then the next one is the one

410
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that I pushed in it kicked in well I

411
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nearly didn't it was [\h__\h] so floor

412
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and saw heavy so I goes to bed again and

413
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next minute these a gray stood it won't

414
00:24:23,050 --> 00:24:17,480
right next to me here they were a bit

415
00:24:26,560 --> 00:24:23,060
you know black maybe five feet away from

416
00:24:29,970 --> 00:24:26,570
me bait and there were two smaller ones

417
00:24:33,690 --> 00:24:29,980
at the other side of the bed so

418
00:24:37,169 --> 00:24:33,700
to it that side that bed and this one

419
00:24:39,600 --> 00:24:37,179
now again he looks like the taller ones

420
00:24:41,549 --> 00:24:39,610
they weren't the ones at that side what

421
00:24:43,350 --> 00:24:41,559
I'll call rookies like the roar for

422
00:24:45,360 --> 00:24:43,360
lookers and watching and what girls

423
00:24:47,519 --> 00:24:45,370
aren't I don't know whether they do or

424
00:24:50,220 --> 00:24:47,529
not I am saying the do but that's what

425
00:24:55,230 --> 00:24:50,230
I'd call them anywhere because I don't

426
00:24:58,139 --> 00:24:55,240
see a doe mulch anyway so when I can't

427
00:25:02,269 --> 00:24:58,149
remember much it's it's getting sort of

428
00:25:06,659 --> 00:25:02,279
vacant now it's like what what and I

429
00:25:08,310 --> 00:25:06,669
remember a look to him and I kind of

430
00:25:11,009 --> 00:25:08,320
open me eyes look to him is that boom

431
00:25:14,220 --> 00:25:11,019
even though it were about five foot

432
00:25:17,700 --> 00:25:14,230
aware it felt like he's fierce we're

433
00:25:19,500 --> 00:25:17,710
right yeah you know it won't bend over

434
00:25:21,509 --> 00:25:19,510
out like that but I could still see his

435
00:25:24,620 --> 00:25:21,519
body there but its first we'll do you

436
00:25:27,240 --> 00:25:24,630
then you know what I mean it kind of

437
00:25:30,480 --> 00:25:27,250
what happened after that it's somewhat

438
00:25:34,500 --> 00:25:30,490
like you sat and you were suddenly bad

439
00:25:37,110 --> 00:25:34,510
edge of the bed no no I will it lying on

440
00:25:39,330 --> 00:25:37,120
me back and I never lie on me back it's

441
00:25:43,980 --> 00:25:39,340
like when I woke up and a nun drills and

442
00:25:46,470 --> 00:25:43,990
it's lying on me back and I thought no

443
00:25:50,129 --> 00:25:46,480
I'm not having this I'm not having it

444
00:25:56,460 --> 00:25:50,139
and I lifted my leg and it were really

445
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really really heavy really ever and it's

446
00:26:01,409 --> 00:25:58,570
like it's gone back down again and I

447
00:26:03,600 --> 00:26:01,419
felt right but I think in your what are

448
00:26:06,629 --> 00:26:03,610
we gonna do what I were tempted to do at

449
00:26:12,049 --> 00:26:06,639
that moment and he got Majed from the

450
00:26:18,810 --> 00:26:15,330
a JPEG boom some it

451
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Majed is onion off of the edge of the

452
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bed son basically looking at the floor

453
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you know I'm not sure whether I put my

454
00:26:30,509 --> 00:26:27,370
head back I can't remember now

455
00:26:32,970 --> 00:26:30,519
I put me aback or what but anyway all I

456
00:26:37,259 --> 00:26:32,980
remember then is right no not having a I

457
00:26:39,990 --> 00:26:37,269
lifted me for and it was so hard and I'm

458
00:26:43,500 --> 00:26:40,000
watching myself doing it lifting me leg

459
00:26:45,240 --> 00:26:43,510
up and he's in the right place to kick

460
00:26:48,090 --> 00:26:45,250
you know what I mean he's like five feet

461
00:26:55,230 --> 00:26:48,100
away so you know that's about my life

462
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anywhere and my I so I really really

463
00:27:04,140 --> 00:26:57,790
really really really really slow it's

464
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like really slow and I just kicked him

465
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but it was a hard cake I didn't have the

466
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strength to boot him and you know it's

467
00:27:10,950 --> 00:27:09,190
goners

468
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in a flaming you know I'm a little

469
00:27:17,940 --> 00:27:13,930
cabinet well nowhere I had that strength

470
00:27:21,210 --> 00:27:17,950
to do that so you know I've kicked him

471
00:27:23,250 --> 00:27:21,220
in like this but it's like a full-on

472
00:27:26,340 --> 00:27:23,260
wait thoughts I've gone boom when before

473
00:27:31,020 --> 00:27:26,350
but it ain't you know it's really slow

474
00:27:35,010 --> 00:27:31,030
and he's gone or in the air called a pin

475
00:27:36,780 --> 00:27:35,020
or a ball so you know like a little a

476
00:27:40,280 --> 00:27:36,790
jog you know I'm in the curl in a ball

477
00:27:44,190 --> 00:27:40,290
and his touches are down it's gonna be

478
00:27:46,110 --> 00:27:44,200
serving right tight little ball gone

479
00:27:49,800 --> 00:27:46,120
into the cabinet now when I say had gone

480
00:27:51,930 --> 00:27:49,810
into the cabinet is a blended is blended

481
00:27:55,700 --> 00:27:51,940
in the cabinet you know so like the

482
00:28:01,350 --> 00:27:55,710
cabinets kind of just made a nothing and

483
00:28:04,800 --> 00:28:01,360
I'm looking you know what I mean it I

484
00:28:09,780 --> 00:28:04,810
knew that I ain't kicked him to add and

485
00:28:11,790 --> 00:28:09,790
the next its first this face appeal then

486
00:28:14,130 --> 00:28:11,800
it kind of girls it sorry then kind of

487
00:28:16,230 --> 00:28:14,140
girls all I can see then is cabinet so

488
00:28:20,190 --> 00:28:16,240
it looks like he's inside the cabinet

489
00:28:25,200 --> 00:28:20,200
fared it in aware so next minute this

490
00:28:28,700 --> 00:28:25,210
first comes where the drawers are this

491
00:28:31,710 --> 00:28:28,710
first starts appearing a cat the cat

492
00:28:38,490 --> 00:28:31,720
comes out like that's a you know what I

493
00:28:42,360 --> 00:28:38,500
mean I like calling the cat and then a

494
00:28:45,930 --> 00:28:42,370
real light and a thought I don't have

495
00:28:48,330 --> 00:28:45,940
any stripy cats it had stripes like a

496
00:28:51,180 --> 00:28:48,340
tiger do you get what I mean

497
00:28:56,180 --> 00:28:51,190
oh I don't try pika

498
00:28:59,149 --> 00:28:56,190
but and then it would that instant where

499
00:29:01,249 --> 00:28:59,159
gosh right up to me again didn't see

500
00:29:03,320 --> 00:29:01,259
that Martian of coming towards me

501
00:29:12,289 --> 00:29:03,330
because it's absolutely quick it's gonna

502
00:29:13,909 --> 00:29:12,299
do and a stun and straight on me for it

503
00:29:23,139 --> 00:29:13,919
but I'm out

504
00:29:31,580 --> 00:29:26,389
so when I reacted to that little girl it

505
00:29:33,619 --> 00:29:31,590
was that reptilian like I reacted like

506
00:29:35,840 --> 00:29:33,629
in the normal where as you would to a

507
00:29:41,149 --> 00:29:35,850
child like your EOC like you would to a

508
00:29:43,639 --> 00:29:41,159
cat hisses it's it's crazy how a monkey

509
00:29:47,810 --> 00:29:43,649
brain tries to make everything normal

510
00:29:50,330 --> 00:29:47,820
I mean think he would occur anywhere why

511
00:29:52,340 --> 00:29:50,340
would why would he not know that my cats

512
00:29:54,799 --> 00:29:52,350
are black and why I would do not know

513
00:30:03,230 --> 00:29:54,809
that you know what I mean why present in

514
00:30:16,430 --> 00:30:03,240
the [\h__\h] cat woody based on have no

515
00:30:19,519 --> 00:30:16,440
idea you know so there's our I'm having

516
00:30:31,940 --> 00:30:19,529
to trust them off with me yeah like me

517
00:30:37,100 --> 00:30:31,950
yeah Sharpay I found a song I think it

518
00:30:40,070 --> 00:30:37,110
might be like word files or something

519
00:30:42,619 --> 00:30:40,080
you know that you're her cloud yeah

520
00:30:44,810 --> 00:30:42,629
it's often you I don't even know what's

521
00:30:49,009 --> 00:30:44,820
in mine I think this is where it is

522
00:30:51,259 --> 00:30:49,019
where I wrote down all of the different

523
00:30:55,460 --> 00:30:51,269
weird experiences that I died include

524
00:30:58,129 --> 00:30:55,470
like including the ghosty ones yeah it

525
00:31:00,320 --> 00:30:58,139
went on and on and on and on and then I

526
00:31:02,360 --> 00:31:00,330
found it a few years ago they're ready

527
00:31:04,549 --> 00:31:02,370
and the thought oh my god have forgotten

528
00:31:07,850 --> 00:31:04,559
laughing yeah

529
00:31:10,220 --> 00:31:07,860
and it's fine she just is so much goes

530
00:31:12,980 --> 00:31:10,230
on he's not like

531
00:31:15,409 --> 00:31:12,990
million-mile weird experiences it's just

532
00:31:21,530 --> 00:31:15,419
life has happened on top Janine and

533
00:31:24,230 --> 00:31:21,540
sometimes tragic so in older and years

534
00:31:27,409 --> 00:31:24,240
of passing you know these abductions I'm

535
00:31:31,190 --> 00:31:27,419
I'm forgetting bits of stuff but yet I'm

536
00:31:41,419 --> 00:31:31,200
remembering not sister we yeah what

537
00:31:49,159 --> 00:31:41,429
means people would say well Shawn I'm

538
00:31:51,140 --> 00:31:49,169
gay that you think you have to get up

539
00:31:56,630 --> 00:31:51,150
and go to work or you have to do

540
00:31:58,070 --> 00:31:56,640
whatever yeah I'm saying I never wanted

541
00:32:01,450 --> 00:31:58,080
to read it back I didn't want to know

542
00:32:21,970 --> 00:32:01,460
what my life was now I wish I had my

543
00:32:26,210 --> 00:32:21,980
things but at the same time there we are

544
00:32:29,090 --> 00:32:26,220
I'm going in a white key chain with

545
00:32:34,250 --> 00:32:29,100
Americans again the thing is I don't

546
00:32:38,120 --> 00:32:34,260
know Americans ever but I'm in America

547
00:32:40,730 --> 00:32:38,130
again and I'm sit with friends and

548
00:32:44,510 --> 00:32:40,740
another names of fire you know a normal

549
00:32:46,820 --> 00:32:44,520
but not in this life but I'm no I'm

550
00:32:52,220 --> 00:32:46,830
because I'm in other scenarios in

551
00:32:54,260 --> 00:32:52,230
abduction stuff yeah anyway so I'm

552
00:32:57,020 --> 00:32:54,270
suddenly white kitchen adult now which

553
00:32:59,419 --> 00:32:57,030
starts but I'm setting this white

554
00:33:02,870 --> 00:32:59,429
kitchen it's really bright white

555
00:33:05,990 --> 00:33:02,880
furnitures white and the chairs are

556
00:33:10,190 --> 00:33:06,000
white tables why and there's a lot of

557
00:33:13,580 --> 00:33:10,200
blonde haired people sat with me and I'm

558
00:33:15,470 --> 00:33:13,590
that and this one particular girl and

559
00:33:17,539 --> 00:33:15,480
she's got long blonde and she's been

560
00:33:21,110 --> 00:33:17,549
with me a few times you know are a

561
00:33:23,450 --> 00:33:21,120
sailor at a distance and I'm sat next to

562
00:33:25,520 --> 00:33:23,460
this girl and

563
00:33:28,760 --> 00:33:25,530
we'll talk in aware and then the next

564
00:33:31,220 --> 00:33:28,770
minute there's some little lights I got

565
00:33:34,330 --> 00:33:31,230
those kitchen it well anyway there's

566
00:33:37,750 --> 00:33:34,340
some glow lights jamayne blue lights

567
00:33:43,760 --> 00:33:37,760
will lights coming from the ceiling like

568
00:33:45,140 --> 00:33:43,770
searchlights from this yeah but cats

569
00:33:47,960 --> 00:33:45,150
obviously where they're coming from

570
00:33:50,420 --> 00:33:47,970
because what can penetrate a ceiling you

571
00:33:52,910 --> 00:33:50,430
know but it's like as if the so these

572
00:33:57,380 --> 00:33:52,920
lights going to do you know scattering

573
00:34:01,340 --> 00:33:57,390
about like searching and bit like touch

574
00:34:02,630 --> 00:34:01,350
light the one like flipping at tubes so

575
00:34:06,830 --> 00:34:02,640
you know what I mean this light touch

576
00:34:10,640 --> 00:34:06,840
light and then they but that somebody

577
00:34:13,250 --> 00:34:10,650
said oh [\h__\h] that a year again and I'm

578
00:34:15,680 --> 00:34:13,260
like what see ya what I don't god I

579
00:34:17,720 --> 00:34:15,690
didn't know what we're going on and then

580
00:34:22,130 --> 00:34:17,730
it hit me one of these blue lights hit

581
00:34:24,170 --> 00:34:22,140
me but I don't know how I got managed to

582
00:34:26,990 --> 00:34:24,180
get from the seat back to the back of

583
00:34:29,690 --> 00:34:27,000
the chair and I were all Dean on to the

584
00:34:32,030 --> 00:34:29,700
you know the wooden top bit of the chair

585
00:34:34,100 --> 00:34:32,040
I don't even know why I did that

586
00:34:38,120 --> 00:34:34,110
unless in me subconscious and you what

587
00:34:41,870 --> 00:34:38,130
were going to happen and I fell the blue

588
00:34:46,160 --> 00:34:41,880
light had got me and it's with me

589
00:34:49,970 --> 00:34:46,170
it had sparkly sparkly shimmer to wear

590
00:34:53,840 --> 00:34:49,980
and it would like lit me like I could

591
00:34:57,340 --> 00:34:53,850
feel back of me legs it like okay it

592
00:35:00,170 --> 00:34:57,350
won't it won't

593
00:35:03,290 --> 00:35:00,180
strong enough to lift the chair up with

594
00:35:04,970 --> 00:35:03,300
me if you know what I mean if it'll mean

595
00:35:06,980 --> 00:35:04,980
stood on my own I could have gone up but

596
00:35:08,930 --> 00:35:06,990
because I rolled it like as if I'm all

597
00:35:14,900 --> 00:35:08,940
do not that chair but the chairs too

598
00:35:16,910 --> 00:35:14,910
heavy for it to lift so um back of me

599
00:35:19,430 --> 00:35:16,920
like started going up so now I'm holding

600
00:35:22,190 --> 00:35:19,440
on to this chair and my legs a little

601
00:35:25,100 --> 00:35:22,200
peering you know what I mean yeah and

602
00:35:27,470 --> 00:35:25,110
I'm like screaming you know it's getting

603
00:35:29,990 --> 00:35:27,480
get me down there help me help me get me

604
00:35:33,860 --> 00:35:30,000
down and everyone had gone to the other

605
00:35:35,390 --> 00:35:33,870
side of the room away from me because

606
00:35:37,040 --> 00:35:35,400
there you could see them all panicking

607
00:35:39,470 --> 00:35:37,050
and the you know

608
00:35:41,950 --> 00:35:39,480
all screaming and boys like you know

609
00:35:45,920 --> 00:35:41,960
it's okay it's okay calm down

610
00:35:49,970 --> 00:35:45,930
and next minute it's kind of got a full

611
00:35:55,070 --> 00:35:49,980
hold on there Anna let go of the back of

612
00:35:58,310 --> 00:35:55,080
the chair and then I'm flooring I don't

613
00:36:00,950 --> 00:35:58,320
know I would got me flung I don't know

614
00:36:03,470 --> 00:36:00,960
when that took place I don't know but my

615
00:36:07,670 --> 00:36:03,480
face and body I could see meters when I

616
00:36:09,980 --> 00:36:07,680
look down and my body is my face is

617
00:36:13,910 --> 00:36:09,990
right next to the ceiling like that all

618
00:36:17,510 --> 00:36:13,920
my body is next to the ceiling and I

619
00:36:19,820 --> 00:36:17,520
felt totally weightless and and it's

620
00:36:30,010 --> 00:36:19,830
that's it just block out that's it gone

621
00:36:36,320 --> 00:36:30,020
finished make what you will of it yeah

622
00:36:40,820 --> 00:36:36,330
it's interesting it's like the people

623
00:36:44,840 --> 00:36:40,830
that you know you don't know I don't

624
00:36:47,480 --> 00:36:44,850
know yeah you know when this girl with

625
00:36:54,790 --> 00:36:47,490
long blonde day is actually my friend in

626
00:36:57,080 --> 00:36:54,800
previous things in life you know and

627
00:36:57,920 --> 00:36:57,090
whether or not I've ever bumped in it

628
00:36:59,660 --> 00:36:57,930
would be far

629
00:37:01,100 --> 00:36:59,670
you know jarring this has been up and

630
00:37:07,330 --> 00:37:01,110
I've no idea because it's not like I've

631
00:37:22,030 --> 00:37:13,070
yeah and then we've got the one with the

632
00:37:32,510 --> 00:37:27,550
funny one so I don't we took on that one

633
00:37:36,800 --> 00:37:32,520
yeah yeah okay anyway I've got a bade

634
00:37:41,360 --> 00:37:36,810
and whether or not I went sleep I don't

635
00:37:44,960 --> 00:37:41,370
know and there's agree I it's like I'm

636
00:37:49,550 --> 00:37:44,970
in a dentist's chair yeah don't its

637
00:37:50,779 --> 00:37:49,560
chair and I say some like tools you know

638
00:37:52,699 --> 00:37:50,789
like you typical dead

639
00:37:59,569 --> 00:37:52,709
stuff for your - let's make yeah you

640
00:38:01,569 --> 00:37:59,579
know what I mean yeah this is first time

641
00:38:05,239 --> 00:38:01,579
I've added the dentist's chair

642
00:38:09,380 --> 00:38:05,249
experience you know and the man what a

643
00:38:11,659 --> 00:38:09,390
man stood by me da now between my bed

644
00:38:13,549 --> 00:38:11,669
you know my bedroom between my bed and

645
00:38:16,370 --> 00:38:13,559
my dogs not much distance at all is

646
00:38:18,919 --> 00:38:16,380
there but it looked like it were a long

647
00:38:23,509 --> 00:38:18,929
way away you know what I mean buffet

648
00:38:28,729 --> 00:38:23,519
even look like they were a long way it

649
00:38:33,289 --> 00:38:28,739
was when I was in I'm pretty sure drugs

650
00:38:38,900 --> 00:38:33,299
are involved in that scenario like

651
00:38:44,779 --> 00:38:38,910
ketamine or something I mean anyway so

652
00:38:47,089 --> 00:38:44,789
when and tall I mean when I say it's all

653
00:38:48,739 --> 00:38:47,099
gray what's all it was all because I

654
00:38:53,839 --> 00:38:48,749
remember him having to bend over like

655
00:38:57,259 --> 00:38:53,849
this baby like a ma of the which gives

656
00:39:05,959 --> 00:38:57,269
me a worm I like it and not a gray gray

657
00:39:07,939 --> 00:39:05,969
it was an it's not a ton okay like the

658
00:39:11,149 --> 00:39:07,949
mushroom the color like not quite white

659
00:39:13,459 --> 00:39:11,159
I've seen one of them yeah it was that

660
00:39:19,130 --> 00:39:13,469
they were like that but a bit darker

661
00:39:22,699 --> 00:39:19,140
than a mushroom a color so he was a it's

662
00:39:27,349 --> 00:39:22,709
a man straight forward up Modar who's

663
00:39:29,149 --> 00:39:27,359
got a beard it's got a bigot but you

664
00:39:35,289 --> 00:39:29,159
know it's kind of gone oh right right

665
00:39:38,140 --> 00:39:35,299
right trimmed you are Jesus fears I

666
00:39:45,559 --> 00:39:38,150
don't know what it is anyway right so

667
00:39:49,969 --> 00:39:45,569
and so I mean so anyway and I remember

668
00:39:52,159 --> 00:39:49,979
he has a color a high purple color when

669
00:39:54,829 --> 00:39:52,169
I looked at rest of him he's got I call

670
00:39:56,779 --> 00:39:54,839
it quality straight purple because it's

671
00:40:01,609 --> 00:39:56,789
like the rapper's in quality Street it

672
00:40:04,489 --> 00:40:01,619
is exactly that purple and so this eye

673
00:40:04,640 --> 00:40:04,499
color comes right up here you know some

674
00:40:06,049 --> 00:40:04,650
of

675
00:40:10,339 --> 00:40:06,059
that really bugged me and I'd get

676
00:40:13,849 --> 00:40:10,349
scissors and cut it off but and this

677
00:40:16,099 --> 00:40:13,859
robe and it didn't have arms it's just

678
00:40:20,960 --> 00:40:16,109
like a robe that's you know gonna offer

679
00:40:22,970 --> 00:40:20,970
him and his hair like is it called a

680
00:40:26,450 --> 00:40:22,980
widow's peak somewhat comes down high

681
00:40:29,059 --> 00:40:26,460
but it were really back really back and

682
00:40:30,589 --> 00:40:29,069
he had really dark shot I mean short air

683
00:40:35,450 --> 00:40:30,599
but thick hair you could see it with

684
00:40:37,760 --> 00:40:35,460
fake and I don't know what this guy this

685
00:40:40,519 --> 00:40:37,770
alien gray thing we're doing it side a

686
00:40:44,480 --> 00:40:40,529
match but all of a sudden I know it's

687
00:40:48,109 --> 00:40:44,490
this eyes as they said even though it

688
00:40:50,839 --> 00:40:48,119
looked far away it I could see his

689
00:40:53,930 --> 00:40:50,849
piercing blue eyes really light blue

690
00:40:55,670 --> 00:40:53,940
eyes on this man with purple robe and it

691
00:40:58,160 --> 00:40:55,680
were like as if I were drawn and so that

692
00:41:00,440 --> 00:40:58,170
instant when I saw all these eyes I'd

693
00:41:04,069 --> 00:41:00,450
gone you know like them usually go like

694
00:41:07,849 --> 00:41:04,079
that icon and the search is right in

695
00:41:10,130 --> 00:41:07,859
front of haze right I don't know whether

696
00:41:15,190 --> 00:41:10,140
or still set on the bloody den it's

697
00:41:17,750 --> 00:41:15,200
chair that's the dope I have no idea but

698
00:41:19,640 --> 00:41:17,760
because the great did that were me I

699
00:41:22,160 --> 00:41:19,650
didn't go anywhere near that grave

700
00:41:24,019 --> 00:41:22,170
I got zoom close-ups of certain things

701
00:41:27,019 --> 00:41:24,029
that it had on so I think that's

702
00:41:28,519 --> 00:41:27,029
something that the do mentally yeah yeah

703
00:41:34,309 --> 00:41:28,529
tell her the claim that was partners

704
00:41:38,660 --> 00:41:34,319
telepathy with images oh yeah so I

705
00:41:40,730 --> 00:41:38,670
noticed his eyes and his eyes was just a

706
00:41:43,549 --> 00:41:40,740
slightly bit bigger than as an arm but a

707
00:41:47,390 --> 00:41:43,559
normal shape you know the one I'll about

708
00:41:49,640 --> 00:41:47,400
them but the date of they instead of us

709
00:41:55,250 --> 00:41:49,650
having the round pupils I did after the

710
00:42:02,480 --> 00:41:55,260
like cat's-eye pupil yeah yeah the slit

711
00:42:05,420 --> 00:42:02,490
pupil and the blue bear was bigger than

712
00:42:10,910 --> 00:42:05,430
ours so you could only see tiny bit of

713
00:42:16,640 --> 00:42:10,920
why each side and in the blue bear it

714
00:42:18,380 --> 00:42:16,650
look pixelated and yeah it moved it kept

715
00:42:22,069 --> 00:42:18,390
moving about this but

716
00:42:24,170 --> 00:42:22,079
all different hues of blue so you get a

717
00:42:26,660 --> 00:42:24,180
light blue medium blue dark blue you're

718
00:42:28,700 --> 00:42:26,670
not meant to be is so many different use

719
00:42:32,539 --> 00:42:28,710
of this blue

720
00:42:37,009 --> 00:42:32,549
yeah and and but the one a pixelated do

721
00:42:38,630 --> 00:42:37,019
like rectangle inside when each other

722
00:42:40,940 --> 00:42:38,640
but it's like because if the most

723
00:42:43,190 --> 00:42:40,950
awfulest positions then let's go up and

724
00:42:45,470 --> 00:42:43,200
go out and down and up and down and the

725
00:42:47,480 --> 00:42:45,480
girl like that and I was just an inch

726
00:42:49,069 --> 00:42:47,490
but it like as if I were getting class

727
00:42:51,259 --> 00:42:49,079
from clothes from clothes to tell her

728
00:42:55,630 --> 00:42:51,269
like literally there at his eyes and

729
00:42:58,099 --> 00:42:55,640
then that's it gone don't remember else

730
00:43:00,440 --> 00:42:58,109
that these eyes and this man really

731
00:43:04,039 --> 00:43:00,450
throw up I mean the first time I saw it

732
00:43:05,960 --> 00:43:04,049
last time I saw it sir and the eyes and

733
00:43:13,720 --> 00:43:05,970
what saw what about what it looks all

734
00:43:16,640 --> 00:43:13,730
Pixlr 18 and the moving about and yeah

735
00:43:27,380 --> 00:43:16,650
yeah in your room you were in your house

736
00:43:29,319 --> 00:43:27,390
- yeah yeah like they're not coming into

737
00:43:34,640 --> 00:43:29,329
our front door with dentists chairs

738
00:43:36,880 --> 00:43:34,650
below so I would rather but when we look

739
00:43:39,380 --> 00:43:36,890
around it was like our own surroundings

740
00:43:42,349 --> 00:43:39,390
well not to me because when I was in the

741
00:43:44,029 --> 00:43:42,359
dentist's chair all I could see was blue

742
00:43:47,900 --> 00:43:44,039
everything was this really brilliant

743
00:43:50,960 --> 00:43:47,910
bright blue and apart from what I could

744
00:43:54,799 --> 00:43:50,970
see it was almost like you know like

745
00:43:58,069 --> 00:43:54,809
that green screen it's almost like it

746
00:44:00,200 --> 00:43:58,079
was blue but it kind of blended over

747
00:44:03,640 --> 00:44:00,210
things but I could still see stuff like

748
00:44:06,529 --> 00:44:03,650
I saw anything that was put in the graph

749
00:44:08,960 --> 00:44:06,539
gonna come out of the blue so it was

750
00:44:10,579 --> 00:44:08,970
like well no because I had forgotten

751
00:44:13,460 --> 00:44:10,589
about that for a little while and then

752
00:44:15,829 --> 00:44:13,470
when I remembered I was so shocked like

753
00:44:18,319 --> 00:44:15,839
how could I forgot how could I forgot to

754
00:44:23,089 --> 00:44:18,329
seen that it was like the blue moved

755
00:44:24,950 --> 00:44:23,099
apart and there was this machine still

756
00:44:31,040 --> 00:44:24,960
all around everything was bright blue

757
00:44:34,170 --> 00:44:31,050
while I was i bent his chair so the play

758
00:44:38,250 --> 00:44:34,180
scenarios out around us you know I've

759
00:44:40,620 --> 00:44:38,260
heard it from so many you know from an

760
00:44:41,579 --> 00:44:40,630
with her dog and bret oldham with his

761
00:44:44,730 --> 00:44:41,589
stepdad

762
00:44:48,569 --> 00:44:44,740
you know there's lots of people who

763
00:44:53,579 --> 00:44:48,579
about these things playing out you know

764
00:44:59,819 --> 00:44:53,589
when we're not sometimes do stuff to us

765
00:45:01,680 --> 00:44:59,829
when we're at home there are only this

766
00:45:05,730 --> 00:45:01,690
planet they don't want to be you know

767
00:45:08,069 --> 00:45:05,740
the the most have some way of taking us

768
00:45:09,660 --> 00:45:08,079
away like there's the thing that used to

769
00:45:10,550 --> 00:45:09,670
happen to me years ago it doesn't happen

770
00:45:13,710 --> 00:45:10,560
anymore

771
00:45:22,440 --> 00:45:13,720
because I stopped fighting it and it

772
00:45:26,460 --> 00:45:22,450
would be like yeah but it'd be an

773
00:45:27,930 --> 00:45:26,470
intense pressure in your heart and then

774
00:45:30,270 --> 00:45:27,940
it just feels like you know and it's

775
00:45:32,309 --> 00:45:30,280
like squelching noise and then all of a

776
00:45:35,730 --> 00:45:32,319
sudden it's like you've been pulled

777
00:45:37,740 --> 00:45:35,740
backwards through the race of go through

778
00:45:40,710 --> 00:45:37,750
the bed and that's why it feels like

779
00:45:43,800 --> 00:45:40,720
it's really brutally out of your body so

780
00:45:46,920 --> 00:45:43,810
don't really know what that is but at

781
00:45:48,690 --> 00:45:46,930
that time so many people were reporting

782
00:45:51,530 --> 00:45:48,700
humming that I'm not heard so many

783
00:45:54,150 --> 00:45:51,540
people saying it these days my son

784
00:45:57,059 --> 00:45:54,160
downstairs any were dicks he would say

785
00:45:59,609 --> 00:45:57,069
that that is going on and once when he

786
00:46:02,700 --> 00:45:59,619
was a he told me if it didn't stop he

787
00:46:04,980 --> 00:46:02,710
was gonna kill himself you know this

788
00:46:09,140 --> 00:46:04,990
falling back through the bed panicking

789
00:46:12,630 --> 00:46:09,150
like freaking out properly freaking out

790
00:46:22,099 --> 00:46:12,640
now that was in the period of time in

791
00:46:27,630 --> 00:46:24,630
seems to fit like it in the air and the

792
00:46:30,420 --> 00:46:27,640
noise I'm pretty sure it's actually

793
00:46:33,140 --> 00:46:30,430
pressure change and it's the eardrum

794
00:46:36,180 --> 00:46:33,150
it's killing the you know when yeah

795
00:46:37,829 --> 00:46:36,190
Eagle air and I think it's ramping up

796
00:46:41,819 --> 00:46:37,839
because their work on a faster frequency

797
00:46:44,790 --> 00:46:41,829
than we do I mean I think yeah do

798
00:46:46,590 --> 00:46:44,800
hundreds in one second

799
00:46:48,380 --> 00:46:46,600
if they're integrating with us in any

800
00:46:51,990 --> 00:46:48,390
kind of we're like with the reptilians

801
00:46:55,500 --> 00:46:52,000
when they integrate insiders I don't

802
00:46:58,400 --> 00:46:55,510
know if we have to kind of be weeded up

803
00:47:02,250 --> 00:46:58,410
a little bit for that mesh to happen or

804
00:47:03,780 --> 00:47:02,260
if it's some kind of that sounds crass

805
00:47:09,300 --> 00:47:03,790
don't know I guess something now to

806
00:47:12,270 --> 00:47:09,310
explain it soul extraction or mind the

807
00:47:15,030 --> 00:47:12,280
extraction whatever our mind is it can

808
00:47:18,690 --> 00:47:15,040
leave the body like NDEs prove this and

809
00:47:20,130 --> 00:47:18,700
leave the body isn't see 360 it can see

810
00:47:22,140 --> 00:47:20,140
it and know everything that's going on

811
00:47:25,500 --> 00:47:22,150
and then you can come back into the body

812
00:47:28,140 --> 00:47:25,510
and out of the mouth everything that

813
00:47:30,480 --> 00:47:28,150
this thing is seeing when you were no

814
00:47:33,390 --> 00:47:30,490
hack for example everybody completely

815
00:47:37,980 --> 00:47:33,400
clinically dead and but you're not and

816
00:47:41,010 --> 00:47:37,990
so that's that bit that is involved in

817
00:47:42,990 --> 00:47:41,020
the NBA I think that when we're not

818
00:47:45,210 --> 00:47:43,000
being interfered with physically or

819
00:47:47,070 --> 00:47:45,220
we're taking somewhere else that's what

820
00:47:51,030 --> 00:47:47,080
them working with and I think that's our

821
00:47:52,470 --> 00:47:51,040
consciousness yeah our consciousness and

822
00:47:57,870 --> 00:47:52,480
that is what they're working with a lot

823
00:47:59,550 --> 00:47:57,880
of the time and yeah definitely I'm just

824
00:48:01,800 --> 00:47:59,560
writing some it down because I forgot

825
00:48:03,870 --> 00:48:01,810
one yeah how can I forget this the

826
00:48:13,260 --> 00:48:03,880
moment about the eyes work but that will

827
00:48:15,570 --> 00:48:13,270
come where and the helmet and you've got

828
00:48:18,990 --> 00:48:15,580
well the eyes work so that yeah

829
00:48:22,170 --> 00:48:19,000
he's the one man I know that quite a few

830
00:48:24,660 --> 00:48:22,180
people are interested in some

831
00:48:38,430 --> 00:48:24,670
interesting people are interested in

832
00:48:40,290 --> 00:48:38,440
that information yeah yeah to know who

833
00:48:42,690 --> 00:48:40,300
that information was going so but I find

834
00:48:44,880 --> 00:48:42,700
it interesting that people like that

835
00:48:48,030 --> 00:48:44,890
need the information from a couple of

836
00:48:50,850 --> 00:48:48,040
housewives yeah and it tells me two

837
00:48:53,850 --> 00:48:50,860
things one they know it's going on they

838
00:48:54,680 --> 00:48:53,860
believe the greys are real yeah they

839
00:48:58,260 --> 00:48:54,690
don't know [\h__\h]

840
00:49:00,240 --> 00:48:58,270
yes don't know

841
00:49:02,340 --> 00:49:00,250
but the grunt deception and the cover-up

842
00:49:03,810 --> 00:49:02,350
for me is not a it's not a cover-up of

843
00:49:08,270 --> 00:49:03,820
information it's a good we're up of a

844
00:49:13,940 --> 00:49:08,280
lack of information that's my feeling

845
00:49:29,790 --> 00:49:13,950
so yeah would be an interesting little

846
00:49:31,710 --> 00:49:29,800
it's gonna be a big blocks innate in so

847
00:49:37,260 --> 00:49:31,720
do one more and then we're gonna have a

848
00:49:41,000 --> 00:49:37,270
break and I need to make a brew anyway

849
00:49:57,060 --> 00:49:41,010
so the next one is I've gone to bed

850
00:49:58,320 --> 00:49:57,070
dream questionnaire no cuz in right so I

851
00:50:00,180 --> 00:49:58,330
had to dream a day and it would then

852
00:50:05,520 --> 00:50:00,190
flipping weird but it you know these

853
00:50:07,830 --> 00:50:05,530
were about dresses and I you know Elaine

854
00:50:12,330 --> 00:50:07,840
so I knew that would a dream because it

855
00:50:14,880 --> 00:50:12,340
was so stupid so anyway so go to sleep

856
00:50:18,810 --> 00:50:14,890
question Matt dream question it

857
00:50:24,990 --> 00:50:18,820
so anyway next minute I mean a corridor

858
00:50:27,900 --> 00:50:25,000
a rounded white massive corridor and

859
00:50:30,090 --> 00:50:27,910
it's like as if I'm floor in down I

860
00:50:30,660 --> 00:50:30,100
don't know whether I was just saying a

861
00:50:32,880 --> 00:50:30,670
day

862
00:50:36,000 --> 00:50:32,890
how long have been there or out Floyd

863
00:50:39,270 --> 00:50:36,010
dope from it I I don't know but I

864
00:50:42,109 --> 00:50:39,280
couldn't see me bald a I'd no impulse to

865
00:50:54,960 --> 00:50:42,119
look down at me bout there but I nearly

866
00:50:57,599 --> 00:50:54,970
you are it was the yeah and it was the

867
00:51:01,020 --> 00:50:57,609
rounded earnest of the corridor you know

868
00:51:03,720 --> 00:51:01,030
it went round and it were also round you

869
00:51:05,460 --> 00:51:03,730
know and just like me up the one where

870
00:51:07,770 --> 00:51:05,470
I'm operating the craft I could see the

871
00:51:10,590 --> 00:51:07,780
windows but it was in the dark at this

872
00:51:12,120 --> 00:51:10,600
point it is dark so I'm seeing the

873
00:51:19,620 --> 00:51:12,130
roundness of the

874
00:51:23,160 --> 00:51:19,630
Linder like mold thing and and the C's -

875
00:51:25,620 --> 00:51:23,170
what up - I sees three main further down

876
00:51:28,230 --> 00:51:25,630
this rounded corridor just before it

877
00:51:31,170 --> 00:51:28,240
went to a point where I couldn't see and

878
00:51:33,270 --> 00:51:31,180
they add black suits on this is like an

879
00:51:38,910 --> 00:51:33,280
old cliche you know what I mean black so

880
00:51:42,930 --> 00:51:38,920
it'd be gasps you are black Yeah right

881
00:51:45,840 --> 00:51:42,940
and it's just you it's right so I say

882
00:51:47,730 --> 00:51:45,850
he's a saint Saint Nick seems except you

883
00:51:49,980 --> 00:51:47,740
know the times when I'd actually saw

884
00:51:52,290 --> 00:51:49,990
MiG's what you call them but they were

885
00:51:55,530 --> 00:51:52,300
dressed normal and I knew that there

886
00:51:56,790 --> 00:51:55,540
were following map but and I approached

887
00:51:58,620 --> 00:51:56,800
one of them and said know what you're

888
00:52:02,640 --> 00:51:58,630
doing and they never came back so and

889
00:52:06,060 --> 00:52:02,650
there's a bleep soul damn phone and so

890
00:52:10,320 --> 00:52:06,070
anyway so these three men and the other

891
00:52:14,130 --> 00:52:10,330
black souls on the white shirts I bigger

892
00:52:16,830 --> 00:52:14,140
hat with a brim and we all stood like in

893
00:52:19,410 --> 00:52:16,840
the triangle formation and there wasn't

894
00:52:21,540 --> 00:52:19,420
talking they were just like staring at

895
00:52:26,000 --> 00:52:21,550
each other tell me what it's like you

896
00:52:28,440 --> 00:52:26,010
know them weep is it angels of a

897
00:52:32,910 --> 00:52:28,450
doctoral with the I'll stare at each

898
00:52:34,410 --> 00:52:32,920
other you know it was it was a bit like

899
00:52:36,990 --> 00:52:34,420
that from Doctor Who you know where they

900
00:52:40,890 --> 00:52:37,000
all stared at each one stop but it was

901
00:52:43,230 --> 00:52:40,900
that sort of thing and I'm coming down -

902
00:52:44,030 --> 00:52:43,240
at this point I'm flooring down to floor

903
00:52:47,550 --> 00:52:44,040
level

904
00:52:50,070 --> 00:52:47,560
now the actual height of this want that

905
00:52:52,470 --> 00:52:50,080
big but it seemed to take me ages to get

906
00:52:56,390 --> 00:52:52,480
down as a child girls just gone past

907
00:53:03,470 --> 00:52:56,400
[Laughter]

908
00:53:09,720 --> 00:53:07,440
anyway right so when ate something edges

909
00:53:11,880 --> 00:53:09,730
to get down Nathan door with you know

910
00:53:16,800 --> 00:53:11,890
flirting it nah worry I'll be floor at

911
00:53:21,500 --> 00:53:16,810
normal pace but you know so in my other

912
00:53:21,510 --> 00:53:30,620
[Laughter]

913
00:53:45,020 --> 00:53:34,340
so didn't have a little chili Melissa

914
00:54:07,980 --> 00:53:56,640
might be a wild okay okay neighbors are

915
00:54:13,080 --> 00:54:07,990
screaming as arguing anyways right we

916
00:54:15,860 --> 00:54:13,090
can carry on though right so one of them

917
00:54:19,290 --> 00:54:15,870
I guess eventually alums on the floor

918
00:54:20,760 --> 00:54:19,300
not me eight I music than would a body

919
00:54:22,800 --> 00:54:20,770
somewhere but I didn't look it's not

920
00:54:26,760 --> 00:54:22,810
like we had were then it's just you know

921
00:54:29,340 --> 00:54:26,770
I mean that's and one of them turned it

922
00:54:31,290 --> 00:54:29,350
said and look directly at me lifted it

923
00:54:36,990 --> 00:54:31,300
kind of lifted up because some kind of

924
00:54:39,360 --> 00:54:37,000
the hats billowy yeah so then the local

925
00:54:41,310 --> 00:54:39,370
popper you slip brim girls but they have

926
00:54:43,770 --> 00:54:41,320
to kind of lift it more up like that if

927
00:54:48,600 --> 00:54:43,780
weird are even that others moved it

928
00:54:54,870 --> 00:54:48,610
somehow the heart and they the grace big

929
00:54:59,160 --> 00:54:54,880
eyes the black eyes and afar awful the

930
00:55:02,610 --> 00:54:59,170
same I like you say no frills so there

931
00:55:06,420 --> 00:55:02,620
might be a bit of swelling Oh miss Amy

932
00:55:09,150 --> 00:55:06,430
but during this moment I see he's open

933
00:55:11,850 --> 00:55:09,160
opening next to me whether it was there

934
00:55:13,770 --> 00:55:11,860
before I don't know because I would

935
00:55:16,380 --> 00:55:13,780
still concentrating on these three that

936
00:55:20,760 --> 00:55:16,390
was stood before Matt and it like a

937
00:55:28,140 --> 00:55:20,770
Slade not not walking over like such a

938
00:55:32,250 --> 00:55:28,150
slightly doing yeah sleeping at this

939
00:55:34,930 --> 00:55:32,260
room oh you know I mean right smooth

940
00:55:38,410 --> 00:55:34,940
move anyway yeah

941
00:55:45,370 --> 00:55:38,420
and it was novella can describe it is a

942
00:55:50,309 --> 00:55:45,380
very subtle below lie very subtle and it

943
00:55:56,890 --> 00:55:54,240
it's oh I can't explain you could just

944
00:55:58,900 --> 00:55:56,900
barely see you feel for eight feet in

945
00:56:03,099 --> 00:55:58,910
front of you it would that sort all

946
00:56:05,789 --> 00:56:03,109
where they sly and I remember movement

947
00:56:08,410 --> 00:56:05,799
just it's kind of someone pulling back

948
00:56:09,940 --> 00:56:08,420
you know like a system just being

949
00:56:13,630 --> 00:56:09,950
shocked and like oh [\h__\h]

950
00:56:16,749 --> 00:56:13,640
no [\h__\h] and when I look like that there

951
00:56:19,799 --> 00:56:16,759
was a tallish figure bit taller than me

952
00:56:22,180 --> 00:56:19,809
and a smaller these are trees

953
00:56:26,230 --> 00:56:22,190
these are what I call trumpet mouths

954
00:56:30,220 --> 00:56:26,240
because the mouth come out like a

955
00:56:34,109 --> 00:56:30,230
trumpet with all you know

956
00:56:39,069 --> 00:56:34,119
oh [\h__\h] mouth and they have tiny little

957
00:56:41,799 --> 00:56:39,079
beady eyes little black tiny little tiny

958
00:56:44,079 --> 00:56:41,809
little black eyes not to be scared of

959
00:56:45,599 --> 00:56:44,089
you know and I think it's with the Grizz

960
00:56:50,799 --> 00:56:45,609
I think it's more of the eyes that

961
00:56:53,589 --> 00:56:50,809
they're like so prominent shot by em but

962
00:56:55,769 --> 00:56:53,599
they's nothing and there was like even

963
00:57:01,960 --> 00:56:55,779
though the blue light was cast on them

964
00:57:05,980 --> 00:57:01,970
they were like the lobby the Adams

965
00:57:12,999 --> 00:57:05,990
I don't recall scene fee but the atoms

966
00:57:15,519 --> 00:57:13,009
and they were like a blobby sort of okay

967
00:57:19,150 --> 00:57:15,529
I explained it's just a blobby so the

968
00:57:20,859 --> 00:57:19,160
other had you know long neck but the

969
00:57:24,370 --> 00:57:20,869
rest of it were like a blobby sort of

970
00:57:31,059 --> 00:57:24,380
chick with arms long arms and there were

971
00:57:32,980 --> 00:57:31,069
bluey green but Mar green so I don't

972
00:57:36,099 --> 00:57:32,990
know whether that blue light changed the

973
00:57:38,829 --> 00:57:36,109
look of the color of it are via what

974
00:57:43,690 --> 00:57:38,839
actually this bluey green color don't

975
00:57:47,049 --> 00:57:43,700
know and it was like it was a sand

976
00:57:48,790 --> 00:57:47,059
timaya it said mother and child right

977
00:57:51,880 --> 00:57:48,800
mine are bein and

978
00:57:54,310 --> 00:57:51,890
hold it with and that's when an r8 this

979
00:57:57,490 --> 00:57:54,320
child when she kind of pulled back and

980
00:58:01,330 --> 00:57:57,500
you it with a female some reason I knew

981
00:58:03,430 --> 00:58:01,340
that was a female and so its mouth were

982
00:58:07,420 --> 00:58:03,440
right it was right long and then it come

983
00:58:09,760 --> 00:58:07,430
wide like a chump it round and I said

984
00:58:11,380 --> 00:58:09,770
it's okay it's okay I mean don't be

985
00:58:13,530 --> 00:58:11,390
frightened of me don't be frightened of

986
00:58:17,530 --> 00:58:13,540
me and I put my hands up like that and

987
00:58:20,290 --> 00:58:17,540
this child she she put a Rams kind of

988
00:58:24,250 --> 00:58:20,300
round you know that you know they spit a

989
00:58:26,740 --> 00:58:24,260
yeah yeah pull pulled it towards and

990
00:58:29,230 --> 00:58:26,750
this child died what it looked exactly

991
00:58:32,580 --> 00:58:29,240
like her bit with childlike child farm

992
00:58:37,060 --> 00:58:32,590
child I and it out it were holding

993
00:58:41,950 --> 00:58:37,070
around I don't even know what this thing

994
00:58:46,450 --> 00:58:41,960
is but it was holding around sort of

995
00:58:48,850 --> 00:58:46,460
disc disconnect hand with like a another

996
00:58:53,020 --> 00:58:48,860
disc in between and the disc in middle

997
00:58:55,030 --> 00:58:53,030
was like royalty in really fast with her

998
00:58:58,840 --> 00:58:55,040
and but the other one which were all

999
00:59:02,080 --> 00:58:58,850
didn't kept still and the elder it kind

1000
00:59:05,680 --> 00:59:02,090
of pulled it up and held it like that

1001
00:59:08,410 --> 00:59:05,690
what you say yeah ain't got clear will

1002
00:59:09,190 --> 00:59:08,420
hit that bar I don't have a clue what

1003
00:59:11,620 --> 00:59:09,200
that Wow

1004
00:59:17,020 --> 00:59:11,630
but yet it's just l dick to it so yeah

1005
00:59:22,870 --> 00:59:17,030
like and then it I just blacked out woke

1006
00:59:26,350 --> 00:59:22,880
up that's all I remember is that yeah

1007
00:59:28,150 --> 00:59:26,360
saying I made you feel really sad it's

1008
00:59:30,700 --> 00:59:28,160
sad yeah because I would getting it off

1009
00:59:33,850 --> 00:59:30,710
them and I think one partly sounded like

1010
00:59:34,270 --> 00:59:33,860
it were like a prison cell that what you

1011
00:59:41,320 --> 00:59:34,280
felt

1012
00:59:43,210 --> 00:59:41,330
yeah been held you know and it well it

1013
00:59:45,400 --> 00:59:43,220
was sad because I remember where cannot

1014
00:59:46,000 --> 00:59:45,410
remember in it and crying you know what

1015
00:59:48,520 --> 00:59:46,010
I mean

1016
00:59:52,330 --> 00:59:48,530
feeling for them how they were feeling

1017
00:59:53,830 --> 00:59:52,340
not how I were feeling it like in

1018
00:59:58,690 --> 00:59:53,840
empathy you picking up off their

1019
01:00:01,030 --> 00:59:58,700
emotions you know and but whatever this

1020
01:00:02,670 --> 01:00:01,040
child thing were old and it went like

1021
01:00:08,920 --> 01:00:02,680
that

1022
01:00:11,289 --> 01:00:08,930
kind of made me blackout or something

1023
01:00:12,210 --> 01:00:11,299
that come behind me I've no idea I've no

1024
01:00:20,109 --> 01:00:12,220
idea

1025
01:00:20,769 --> 01:00:20,119
mmm yeah okay let's stop get another

1026
01:00:26,700 --> 01:00:20,779
drink

1027
01:00:34,809 --> 01:00:26,710
what we are okay what's next

1028
01:00:38,440 --> 01:00:34,819
be um I've got to find it now because

1029
01:00:40,109 --> 01:00:38,450
it's sudden taste now this and I love to

1030
01:00:43,269 --> 01:00:40,119
read ow

1031
01:00:45,940 --> 01:00:43,279
I'm gonna read there it's saying it